There's A Good Reason These Tables Are Numbered Honey, You Just Haven't Thought Of It Yet

2009... Big year for me I guess, did a lot of growing and soul-searching and whatever. I did make a few mistakes and I'm not afraid to admit to that, as long as I have learned from them, and I know I have. A few missed opportunities and more then a few things just didn't pan out as well as I would have hoped. Despite all of this, when I look at what I have now I am more then happy with it all.

A great diverse group of friends (long time readers would know how important that "diverse" is to me), a great family who, despite being not too well off, can manage to provide support each other (major props to possible the best sister in the world, even with all the crap I give her), and a much greater knowledge of myself which I will not forget any time soon.

Now comes possible the biggest year of my life so far with what is probably one of the most important things of my life (at least that's what people keep saying) the HSC exams. I'm really glad that I know what I want to do in my future, the kind of thing I will need for it and that it is attainable for me because I know this is a big problem for a lot of people come this time in their lives. All I need now is the determination to actually buckle down and do something that would help with schooling and such because so far I've mostly just been going off of talent and skill, I can only imagine the kind of levels I could reach if I actually put my head down to it.

Yeah okay, I suppose that's it for now, thank you all for reading my blogs of 2009.

Actually no, not it yet. I feel like I should give some mentions to some people who I hold dear to me, especially in the past year, who would like to guess the first one? It's pretty obvious really:

Michael James Tozer: I really don't know what the fuck I would do without you man, I wouldn't be as good of a person, I would never manage to have as much at fun at school without you, and I probably would've killed myself in PDHPE. I don't know how you manage to put up with all my shit though, I can only hope that this isn't the nicest thing I will say about/to you all year.

Jason Gibbs: I know you don't read these but I wish you did man, I fucking love you and despite the fact that I feel like we're sort of drifting apart I really don't want that to happen but it's kind of hard with the whole Alice Springs thing. Can't wait to see you in Feb for Soundwave.

Megan Lees: Ahh Megan, how would I stand waiting for the bus home without you. I swear you and I have gotten so close over the past year it truly amazes me. I'm closer with you then with most of the friends I've had for years and I hope that that doesn't change when I finish school and whatever at the end of this year.

There a more and to all of you I will give slightly less amazing shout outs so here goes: Michael Gurr, Blake Payne, Blake Johnson, Sean Lees, Emma Nicolls, Paul Cassimates, and last but certainly not least (take that anyway you want ;] ) The Bala-BAM!!! himself Berkan Balaban.

All you of you guys are the reason I survived through this past year and I hope you can get me through the next. Much love to all <3